My Crazy Not-So-Beautiful Life.

I'm Ally. Welcome to My World.

My goal

Basketball is my life. And after last night, it reassured me that this is what I want to do for the rest of my life. I just have to work hard, really hard. I can play at any college if I just set my mind to it. There was a lot of posts there last night & NOBODY is going to get in the way of my goal… I can do this, I believe in this life.

Stupid boy

I hate how he texts me like nothings changed between us… He flirts like crazy with me & sends me pics of his abs & talking about when he gets bak we can hook up but yet he still writes all over his fb about how much he loves his gf and all this shit like no. STFU. You don’t love your gf cuz if you did you wouldn’t have cheated on her with me numerous times & now your back looking for more.. Like I’m sick of being your dirty little secret.. I’m done. Either break up with your gf or I’m gone. I think that’s an easy decision, but knowing you, you’d pick her over me.. Sooooo BYE.

What a day

What a long night ahead of me.. lots of homework to do but what an eventful day today..school flew by, I didn’t have to take my anatomy test, we got to the game, Emma scored her 1,000 career points in the 4th quarter, Presley scores her first varsity point, I actually played alot today for the first time in a while, Jill got hit on the whole game by a lesbian, and then my family went out to the 99’s and stuffed our faces, laughed our butts off, and celebrates my moms 56th birthday.. 1-30-12 is a day to remember. Peace & love everyone!

Friends

Friends

Ironic

I haven’t written on this in awhile but the most magical thing happened to me tonight so I decided to blog about it.. I was driving in the car with my friend Allie on the way to her house to watch PLL.. So I took a new route to her house which involved going past “his” house.. As we drove past his house and I said “that’s ____’s house” .. the rain started to fall perfectly across my windshield and the most perfect song came on the radio about being stronger.. A little ironic.. I felt like i was in a movie, it was that perfect.. So yes, if your reading this, I do think about you ALOT. But please don’t come back into my life when your done with her.. You’ve left enough scars that are finally pulling themselves back together piece by piece.

Well I was having a good day until I went to work.. Work sucks period but the fact that this bitch comes thru my line & gives me fucking attitude.. Like bitch please I can destroy your relationship in 5 seconds so hop off. & the fact that he came home today… And he hasn’t texted me.. Not to mention haven’t seen/talked to him in over 5 months..? Like wouldn’t you think he’d wanna talk to me? Guess that shows that I care about him way more for him & he could care LESS about me. Whatever im so annoyed. I Need a new guy in my life. Please&thankyou.